ONE...TWO...THREE DO ME!!!!

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 06:23:52 GMT

i owe denise pictures=)
ahhhhhhh my baby's back... i love him..teehee

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh good times!

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:39:04 GMT

i leave in 17 days to bootcamp.....

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 05:52:15 GMT

i miss my true bestest friends ever and the olden days

..even Jessica

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 04:58:42 GMT

Have you ever felt like you just have to talk to that one person. You feel exited, anxious and restless. You finally call them... to find out that they dont want to talk to you or theyre too busy or just sleeping. ANd you just feel your heart sink to the pitless black of your body. bloop bloop bloop***

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 19:02:32 GMT

Happy Birthday to ME!!!
Im finally 18 yay!!!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 12:33:51 GMT

im tired im sick im nacious im sad i didnt finish my term paper i think ima Fail HUmanitas.... damn it!!!Im such a failure...='[ kill me now please...i cant sleep my stomach is all in knots

It speaks for it self

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 07:11:45 GMT

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 01:45:58 GMT

Photo editing is time consuming and fun

i guess you can call it my hobbie

Decartes and Spinoza are Killing Me

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 07:36:53 GMT

i just feel like letting somethings out im screwing up big time. I fuck up at school and wait until the last minute to do my work. Dont get me wrong i love learning but i just cannot do work, specially if im at home. Im tooo freakin lazy. I have tried to change but i just cant, itll only last days. I dont know what to do. this really makes me feel bad and logically im harming myself. I need to get outof humanitas i just know i wont make it. I wanna graduate next year and just go to the Navy already. I think thats the best thing for me, i need discipline, i need organization inflicted on me. High school was my down fall, i used to do all my hw in middle school. i had As and Bs.Now i just look at them(my grades) and think i could have never gotten accepted by a good university. ive noticed that im really irrational and too much of an idealist. I rely on my senses more than on the truth and reason. But then again i cant rely on that either because most of the times what i think is the truth is not at all, Or my reason. my intuition leads me to believe things and i persue them as to be truth. I jump to conclusions too soon. All of this makes me think that im a bad person and im so damn fragile because ive got things all wrong. Locke said that knowledge of the world could only be gained first by the senses. But still you cant rely on it everytime it happens you cant make aumptions on your feelings. Im driven by my feelings, they control me, my feelings are my ideas. I cant change who i am. I cant hide or exchange my feelings for rationalism. Hopefully this is just a stage in my out of lesson years. If i continue to be this way im afarid ill become a failure. Cause and effect. Ill never become what i want to be and that really worries me .

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:16:27 GMT

I havent updated this shit in the longest so instead of boring you with an essay here are some pics

not very happy these days...

Po PO

Bf:Jesus...yeah

Denise-Poo

MAthew..hahaha

thats a scary one aint it? ...but i like it(weird)

my lj is being gay and i had to do it all by html and im not very good at it... so if its messed up them my bad
what do you know it worked...yay

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 15:30:14 GMT

i totally forgot about my livejournal....

i havent written in this shit in like forever. Its not even workin all i get are borders in my friends page. Anyways this weekend sucked ass. i think the highlight of my weekend was going to Sherrys house to work on a project. It sucks, you think a 17 year old would get more freedom, but once i turn 18 there wont be stoppin me.

I miss hanging out with my friends. I miss Bean and Jessica and Denise ,<~~~ even though i see her everyday, but only for like an hour. I was so used to spending days with her during the summer. Man do people change and sometimes not for the best.

I cant wait for homecoming its MArdi Gra theme. Cant wait to get all dolled up tehee. I love going to football games, but people have their ways of killing them with their drama, band drama.... Im in the flag team slash drill team slash color guard slash whatever else it is. Anyways were suppose to go to competition for some face off. ha its the funniest shit ever. I woudlnt doubt me flakin on them, we are so terrible. so sloppy! Then they create their own drama, its fuckin lame.

I love my baby! Hes the sweetest most cutest boy ever. I wouldnt trade him for the world. Specially since he got his braces awww lol

Now i think i bored you enough. Ha and i doubt anybody read this shit. Hopefully ill update another day with pics.

LAter Days!

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:05:43 GMT

Days with you are always well spent<3

HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY!!!!

::MUAH::

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 05:46:22 GMT

First week of school was awesome.

I love seeing my Jesus everyday, im afraid that ima get used to it and when i dont see him on weekends ima die, specially since hes not answering his phone right now.... lol I miss him

IM so lookin foward to friday nights.. why you ask, its Football season thats why . Its just another excuse to hang out with my favorite people Denise and Jesus. Im so a band kid at heart =)

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 05:10:19 GMT

Yes i got my computer back!!!!! I love my classes YAY for Skool

IMA A SENIOR!!!! yeeeeeah BITCH

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 02:32:42 GMT

my internet is being lame!!!!

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...new icon, you like?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:03:28 GMT

wow these two more weeks are gonna suck nothin to do but be home by my lonesome self I miss everybody!

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:29:36 GMT

Saturday was the best we went to the beach again AHHHH i love the BEACH!!!! -except one thing..... i didnt know how bad sunburn really is til now

But first here are pictures of the most beautiful girl =) & her kitty Lucy

We left at 8:30 in the Morning

Everybody was still sleepy when we got there

my bro is already sunburn

Nemo is in her second nap out of like five (dont tell anyone but she snores jk=)

Theres a whole section missin the Photographer went in to the water so ill just fastfoward to the sun set

I cant wait til we go again but this time im wearin sun screen <3

I went to the beach with the homies

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 05:33:27 GMT

im SUNBURN like crazy

ill post pics later

*baby i wish you went*

I told you i was bored

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 00:11:37 GMT

Jesus eat your HEART out!

Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire November 18th 2005

why am i looking foward to it ?!?!?!

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 23:05:50 GMT

im soooo bored !!!!!!

and sore....owwwwwwch

R.I.P.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 01:03:42 GMT

My fish, Petey II, died...

He was a good fish

But he was a sick fish

Hes in a better place now with all the other fish

REst In PeACe PEteY

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Sat, 30 Jul 2005 23:21:12 GMT

I WONT CALL........

youll see me monday for 20 minutes anyways

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Thu, 28 Jul 2005 22:50:55 GMT

exesercise... its good for you

DO IT AND YOU WILL LIKE IT!!!

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 03:06:59 GMT

A day at the beach with Denise Maldonado !

Sunday yAy!

It was my babys birthday yesterday hes 17 now yay Rated R movies here we come lol

Jesus and his family invited me to dinner at Red Lobster, it was DELICIOUS, but the best part

was the ride back home =D

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 21:16:40 GMT

... things will be diferent in a good way.... i hope
i miss my baby a lot, seems like i havent seen him in weeks
and im really dreddin summer school